The Void

life

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 13:15:30 GMT

Everything in my life seems down, but that has to be just my view. i know I'm more fortunate than some other people, but still, I can't help but feel like everything is going terribly wrong.

yea

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 15:21:20 GMT

Things are getting better :-) this makes me happy

YEEEP

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 23:23:59 GMT

"And there is another reason why this wait for August 14th is so incredibly long, and its the biggest of all. For now weekends living together suffices, but I don't know how many more times I can leave, I dont think I have it left in me to say goodbye on Sunday. I've fallen deeply in love with the most amazing boy ever. And while some of you may doubt that, I know in my heart this is where I belong. I can't explain it, things like this just shouldn't be explained. My heart is still with him & will always belong to him. Oh ya, we're gettin married on the beach, you're all invited, who wants to come? Haha jk, jk, don't worry I'm not runnin off to get married for a long while. But I do know that I am finally truly happy, and where I want to be, perhaps for the rest of my life." ~Ashley

I think that little excerpt from my girl's lj about sums it up. Its love, and yea i know i know... i've mocked those people "in love". You know, all those stupid high school kids who love each other blah blah. Well, this is love. At least what I think love is. Whatever it is, it is there and its special. Yea, the crazy kid is finally settling on a girl. crrrazy.

AAAAAANYWAY, as my life goes. I've been skimming, A LOT. Got some videos and pictures now. We're all getting pretty good. Kinda have a team now, TB Skim. We may not all be the best, but at least we have some fucking fun. School starts again, cant wait to go back to my fraternity parties and meetings and just plain old seeing my brothers, i miss those crazy fuckers. So yea summer rocks, work sucks, friends kick ass, my baby is indescribable, and and and SKIM FOREVER!!!!!!

late

Fuck yea

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 00:10:47 GMT

So i'm at dan brown's as usual. Got bored, so i decided, why not fucking update. Had a pretty sweet weekend. Now i'm apparently dating this chick in orlando... nay, i'm going out with this chick in orlando. That's right. this mother fucker is taken once again. Never thought that would happen. She's pretty cool though, but none of you prolly care, haha. So yea.... i'm gunna go help Mr. Brown clean out his bowl.. haha he needs his weed

...late

:-P

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 22:53:03 GMT

Jaime and Matteson mocked me over the phone like ten seconds ago. Haha

wow....

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 22:15:38 GMT

Holy shit. I haven't updated this little thing in god knows how long. Now to the important stuff (pffft, yea right)

Lets see... went to Taste of Chaos, whatever was holding me back from completely liking emo music is gone.

Got in a car accident, not my fault. I was the last guy in a line of 3. No ticket.

Got a speeding ticket in Rafiki's truck cuz he failed to tell me that his wheels are 4 times oversized and his speedometer is off by nine mph. NiCe.

Not that anyone cares but yes indeed I am single and still looking.

Oh yea, and I have the flu.

Anything else, I can't remember

later

Free Ipod

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 18:20:25 GMT

http://www.freeiPods.com/?r=11447541

I know it seems to good to be true but it works. A friend of mine just did this and told me to. Ramy got his and Cinco is working on it. If you want one, go to the link, sign up, complete an offer, and get 5 people to do the same its pretty easy. I already got 2. If you wanta free Ipod, get there right away.

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 00:51:39 GMT

FUCK

Fuck that

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 19:54:25 GMT

What a shock, Clinton blew me off again. I'm done trying. That is the last time I try and plan something with that kid. Shows how much our friendship really means.I coulda actually hung out with other people as opposed to sitting around while I try to see what he's doing or whatever. Well, lucky for me, I planned something with people who don't blow me off.

later

:-P

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 22:14:14 GMT

So, yea. the other day me and Johnny were attacked by a wigger.... bastard. Go to my xanga to find out about it. Anywho, a very shocking thing happened today. Matteson ims me and apologizes for being a jerk or something. I never really thought she was being a jerk, I didn't understand why she hated me so much, but alright. So I guess we're friends again. Rock on. Anyway, I managed to get an hour conversation with Ashley on the phone today. YAY. Yea, apparently she couldn't go to the mall because the tire guy put mismatching tires on her car or soemthing. She leaves next friday and after that I'm all alone. Sniff. lets see, what else went on. Oh , on saturday Johnny had a bbq. that was sweet. Me and matt lit so much shit on fire. And we had like 4 brats each. soooo full... I'm hoping to see Ashley at the mall tomorrow, i love her so. I dunno what else to write. Check out my xanga, i update that more often, but I'll keep updating this thing too.

later

Ugh

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 18:27:24 GMT

Publix.... still.... sucks.... ugh

So anyway, apparently Ashley got herself grounded until she leaves for FSU. This won't do, this won't do at all. I'm going to have to kidnap her now... Damnit, stupid fucking mother of hers.

Anyway, I'm off to go skimboard.

later

Well well well

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 02:55:58 GMT

Hello everybody. Its been a long ass time since I updated this thing. I guess I got into Xanga a little more. Oh well. Life has been treating me well, I can't really complain. I've really been getting into skating and skimming. I'm getting pretty good at both. Thank god, I finally found something I don't totally suck at. Approaching 7 month anniversary with Ashley, that rocks out loud. Lets see, what else what else. Oh, this was pretty random. I'm sitting in bed kinda zoning out when I hear my cell phone ring. I was like, " who the fuck " The number said Matteson. I was like, " Oh shit, last I heard, that girl hated me, I ain't fuckign picking that up." Fucnny part is, I said that out loud. SO I get this really random message and it turns out it was jaime or jamie or however u spell her name. Anyway, apparently Matteson DOESN'T hate, she just doesn't wanna see me. Woohoo, a step up on the ladder. Oh well, I seemed to have lost that friend a while ago. SO yea, I've been hanging out with Tristen a bunch. Thomas is up in Virginia and Clinton moved to Orlando, that dork. I see Ashley a lot, which is fantastic. I think I am really in love. I mean, like true love. I feel stupid saying that but its how I feel. Anyway, Its 11 oclock and I feel like skating or maybe watching Family Guy.... I'm not sure.

later

BLAH

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 21:23:15 GMT

Update this???/?

XANGA BITCH

http://www.xanga.com/mccprisoner036

later

Sigh.....

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 01:06:41 GMT

What a life I live, eh? This weekend consisted of me working and me working. I got to see Ashley a lot on Saturday whih was fun. :-D. Denied 8 times, she knows what I mean. Anyway, I told Jennifer that I can't be her friend. That would be too weird. All my friends seem to have my back on this one. Saw Jamie a bunch of times at Publix. She doesn't hate which is a plus. I told Johnny this on Saturday, "I've never had some mad at me as long as Matteson has been mad at me." So yea, would be nice to have her as a friend again, but I know that'll never happen. Moving on, I called Kristina a kid and she's "pissed". Hahahahaha. I worked all day today and it sucked. Went to Steak and Shake last nite with Ashley. "Played video games" with her yesterday too. Washed my car in the rain. Cut open my toe. Ouch. Anyway, gotta go.

later

Well Well Well

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 23:15:24 GMT

Look at that. Matteson took me off her friends list. That's real mature. You know what? Fuck you too. I try to be nice. First of all, I didn't lead you on. I started datinga girl that actually flirted back. Not someone who basically made fun of me and waved other dudes in my face. Secondly, its real mature how you stopped being my friend because of it. So if you wanna throw out a friendship over that crap. Whatever. I got other people that give a damn.

Oh and hey Emily. :-P

later

Random

Thu, 19 Feb 2004 02:32:29 GMT

Well well well, Matteson put me on her friends list. Even though I haven't talked to her in like forever. I figured I would update this crap. No one even comments in this. Why do I bother updating?

later

Well well well

Tue, 03 Feb 2004 22:29:13 GMT

Indeed, it is time for another update. I'm really just trying to avoid an english project, but you didn't hear that from me. LMAO. anyway. I figured I'd post here since I assume that Emily reads these things. Meh.

later

DO DO DO DO DO DO

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 02:36:05 GMT

Another long time since an update. Its just so much better on Xanga. I mean I have 2 ...... www.xanga.com/mccprisoner036 and www.xanga.com/xxxspidermanxxx ..... Oh well, anyway, apparantly my cousin has an LJ so I guess I'll update. YAY.

later

LONG TIME

Mon, 12 Jan 2004 01:35:49 GMT

I haven't updated this thing for a long long time. Wow. Anyway, I love my xanga to death. I love it and I love this thing too. Hmmmmm. Oh well, guess I'll update this thing for now. But I update my xanga a lot more so ha. Anyway.... i got something to tell people. But guess what? I'm not telling them. YAY. I assume they'll find out on their own. So yea, I really kind of missed my livejournal. So here's an update. Real updates to come.

later

Pizza......

Tue, 28 Oct 2003 02:42:18 GMT

Well, school is getting progressively harder, but the people are getting better. Homecoming is almost here and I can't wait. Doing physics homework now. I hate it with a passion. Anywho, I'm bored outta my mind, so I go grab some food. Later.

For the love of god, someone leave a comment!

Yea.......

Sun, 19 Oct 2003 02:50:19 GMT

Man o man this weekend has sucked. I haven;t been able to find anything to do. Tomorrow is shot cuz of work and all this fucking homework. I wish I could just skip this year and go strait to college. I'm sitting at home on a Saturday nite for god sake. This hasn't happened for a good 2 or 3 months. I haven't talked to some of my friends lately. I dunno why. I seem to be hanging out with my MCC crew more than usual. Turns out they aren't such bad people after all. Though the school still sucks... Man that sounded gay.... Anyway, still bored and I got JOBS at publix tomorrow. Fuck them and their toilets I'll clean. I give up....Nite all

Tired......

Sun, 19 Oct 2003 00:13:24 GMT

Well, my girlfriend isn't home at all this weekend... that alone sucks. I had to be at Publix at 6 AM this morning. Got up at 6:15 and realized i was fucked. I got there and said my car wouldn't start. Go me. Anyway, i'm so bored i'm doing homework. Someone please save me. PLEASE!!!!

When life gets you down, kill yourself......

Thu, 09 Oct 2003 01:16:22 GMT

Man I hate Mrs. Keasler more and more everyday. Fuck, i can't wait till she has that heart attack. I got better than i thought on my physics test. rock on. Well, boredom is killing me. time for food.

Man those fish sure put up a fight.....

Sun, 05 Oct 2003 03:31:50 GMT

Today was good. Stayed up till 2:30 am and woke up at 8. whooooo. Watch cartoons, cuz i'm so cool, anyway, clinton called, so i went to his place and did a government project. Did I mention I totally raped that test on friday? Anyway. I was going to see a movie, but Clinton had to babysit. Went fishing instead. FUN STUFF. After that we went to publix and got italian ice and cookies. The ice ended up all over Schaeffer's car. HAHAHA. He threw it a mike's and then it went from car to car....anyway, went home and now i'm updating. Oh did I mention I'm suposedly "clean". I should tell Clinton to fuck himself for talking behind my back like that. Well, later.

Physics should die....

Tue, 30 Sep 2003 01:24:55 GMT

Physics homework sucks hard. So much due so soon. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Boredom is setting in bigtime as well. Oh and I have research paper stuff due. I hate skool so much. Oh and 2 other papers are due soon. This is my post where I'll complain. Oh well, goodnite all.